Keep Calm and Carry On

Oh be still my heart.

He looks better in person.

We get along, so far.

We’ll see.

 

Butterflies

I am officially freaking out about my date tonight.

Oh, did I not mention my date is tonight?

 

Thoughts

I kind of miss studying.  Burying myself in books in the silence of a musty library.  I’ve been thinking, on and off, about going back to school for a masters or MBA.  Either the UK or the US.  Which do you think?  I’ve studied in the UK already, and haven’t been to the US before.

 

Why Why Why Why Why

There I am at Le Jardin, minding my own business, my friends and I are just about to leave, and at the table next to us I hear someone calling out – “Tony!”  And of course, it is Tony.  I put on my leather jacket, ready to make my exit, and feel a tap on my shoulder.  It is Tony, and he waves hello with a smile perhaps.  I smile back and say hi to him and wish him a very happy belated birthday.  I may have mumbled it.  Then I ran away.

There I am at Fly, and as I am making my way to the DJ booth to say hi to my favourite DJ, there is The Writer.  Looking good with his broad shoulders, his boyish good looks, his trimmed hair.  I wave hi and wander back to my friends.  His tall silhouette stands out in the club lights.

Why did I have to run into these two men, and on the same night?  What is the universe trying to tell me?  And will it stop already?  I get the message.  ”Stop fucking around.”

 

That’s It?

So I had a grand total of *drumroll* one guy who wrote in!

Went to the Date Our Readers Wrap Party at Fly last night, and met some of the Time Out staff.  Turns out for these things, it’s hard to get the guys to write in, the girls usually tend to write in more.  But, at least someone wrote in to me!  So at least I don’t waste my date.

I’m having my date next week, haven’t scheduled it yet.  I will let you know how it goes.  Am down with the flu this week, so I’m not really that excited about my date anymore.  Or maybe it’s a sign that I’m still, despite everything, not ready to get back into dating and relationships?